Wow, its been awhile since I've updated my blog, but so much as happen in the span of 2 weeks. I just went through the worst possible feeling anyone could ever feel. Emotionally I broke down, Felt sick (the works) everything was going wrong, Didn't know what to do, So..i did what any "regular" person would do, i went to seek medical help. I hate waiting rooms, they smell, and people stare. My doctor was nice, she knew what exactly what i was feeling, like if it had happened to her before. The point is that she made me feel comfortable and told me not to worry, just to wait for the blood work. she ended up prescribing anti-depressants to me. that was weird. I didn't know what to think... i was telling myself ( am i depressed) but i didn't know "I'm not a doctor". i was feeling so many different things at that moment, My mind was going crazy, i needed rest. Time off from everything. Crawled into my bed, and didn't come out til the following day. Friends started calling me, and wondering what was wrong with me, didn't know what to say. Eventually i started feeling better overall, about myself, and how my life is going so far.
til the next post....
-MAN-
P.S.
I Will start posting "wolf" as soon as I'm mentally stable to handle it. ha
-Wolf is about being an animal, partying hard, not caring what other people think.
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